Summer in the City.

Hey ya'll. I know i haven't written for like decades. But i've been writing in my blogspot instead. All the info is mostly there. I just never thought of deleting this one was because i didn't have the heart to do so. Haha. Just deleting a blog and i didn't have the heart. Lol.

So, head to http://27192.blogspot.com and you'll know everything. It's like you won't even miss a thing anymore once you go there. It's better than going to this one. Seriously. Thanks, ya'll.

Zayaana Shazlene

I was thinking of deleting this blog as i like my blog at blogspot. I don't know. Off with the old and on with the new i guess.

Thank God, exams are over. There's still civics to do but i'm gonna fail that one. I'd fail eventhough i tried. Piano exams on Thursday and the Charity Gala night on thursday night too. Haih. What a hectic time to go through. I hope i passed my exams. I'm quite sick and tired of getting 'D' after 'D'. It's just so suckky for me. Now to mention the shows, everything's coming to an end. It's showtime baybeh for now and then it's bye bye forever. I hate goodbyes! What if we don't meet each other anymore? Then that would be really suckky. All my best friends have to move away!! Why?? Isn't there anyone that would just stay? It's so not fair. I know, LIFE IS UNFAIR!!

I'm going to miss everyone in Jalan Impian and I'm definately going to miss Putrina and Ezra and Kahar and Mellabelle and Andro and Ludwig and Katherine,eventhough ur very annoying but i'm still gonna miss u. I'm gonna miss Deelaine and Fara and Zura and Vico and Sarah and..ALA, thats mostly all of them. OH YEAH. Ben and Melissa and Aneesha and Marcus and Johan and Awe and Riyana and Tania and..thats mostly all of them.

Dear God,

 You brought us together and now You're setting us apart. Why? Are we ever going to meet again? When? Am i ever gonna speak to them face-to-face? Am i? AM I??

Yours sincerely,

Zayaana Shazlene

BTW, Do come and see Jalan Impian. Its only for 2 hours. Spending 2 hours on the computer is a bit like spending it see Jalan Impian. Please, the money goes to charity so everything is for a good cause! please, do come. If you don't want to then it's ok BUT if your reason is because it's too expensive, then ur CHEAPSKATES! And if your other reason is because of exams, then this is the only time for you to relax! Please! I beg of you!!

elo...

wanted to update yesterday nite...but i suddenly said no...haih..ape la..gud thing i haf the time now..kalau tak...my blog nanti jadi boring untuk dibaca...ahaks...anywayz...doing my bm project now..better start b4 its too late..i vow to myself to hand it in this friday insyaallah...i hope tht's ok as next week is gona b exam..this comin week is study week..no time la..umm....next week is ourlast rehearsal for jalan impian..then must rehearse at klpac...then after the 17th..gone..gone wit the wind..*sniff* *tear* i hate gudbyes...especially those ones wit no pertemuan's..ish..geram tau...and its useless..my tears coming down...haih...it went by so fast..too fast..the first few months,i was a bit lost..then met putrina and ezra...ader la kawan then met kahar...then we all started being close...haih..the emotional moments and the happy ones and the angry ones...haih...

hopefully i will get to pass my exams nanti mama marah me again..must pass tht damn stupid sejarah...ish...and geografi..and art..i wan to get an a in art..dear god help me..pls answer this prayer of mine and help me pass my exams...let me pass with flying colours..please...!!!

o and please let Jalan Impian b a success and also..please..PLEASE!!! let all of us meet each other again one day...PLEASE! i beg of u...!!!

-zay-

Come one Come all!! Its finally here!!

Jalan Impian-The musical

Shows: 13-17th of July(Charity Gala is on the 14th)

Tickets: call Actors' Studio Bangsar for details or call Kl  Performing Arts Centre

If u need anymore info about it..visit www.jalanimpian.com

or either contact me thru my cell via friendster.

Does this show tht i'm a suckky promoter?? ahaks..i am aren't i?? i juz didnt wan write some more crap about how am i to go thru a whole load of crap so thats y i'm writing this instead..and besides pagi-pagi nak jadi grumpy for wat...unless if my brother makes us late then hell yeah i'll b grumpy....

-zay-

elo..ong time i didnt update rite? so sowie..in return, i've got a story to share..

Ross and Rose were talking about school. Rose was saying how bad she was in history. Ross kneels down.

"A pretty gurl like you must have a pretty brain,"he says."I'm not so sure about that,my dear," Rose said. Ross stood up and looked deeply into her eyes and said "I have faith in you,my darling." Rose's heart melts. Thinking to herself, saying "he shows so much sweet affection." Ross also thinks to himself saying " i know she can do it." "You're such a sweetheart,"Rose blurted. She felt herself going red. Ross, on the other hand, grabs her hand and stares into her eyes and said  "Mayb I am but not as much as you." Rose denied. "me? i'm no sweetheart." Her mind was practically racing yet she felt calm and in her own world filled with happiness. Ross says " Yes you are! If God told me to climb the highest mountain and shout only 1 thing, I would shout " your such a sweetheart!!" She giggled and smiled at him. "I'm flattered." She felt so free being with Ross. Nothing else matterted to her. Ross didn't noe what to say and just continued to stare into her pretty brown eyes. Ross and Rose just stood there holding hands and staring into each other's eyes. Rose wanted very much to know what Ross was thinking but she too was silent.

Thus, ends the episode of Rose and Ross. Tune in next week to see what happenns..

*CREDITS*

Audience:  Hey! what happened?? i wanna know wat happens! argh!!!

Police comes in trying to hold the crazy crowd. Audience oes wild. Some were clapping.*clap clap clap* Next day, an article was written about Rose and Ross. A comment : Rose and Ross. The best ever. Nothing like it.

Sold over a million copies. Rose and Ross were reunited after a few years and was put in the hall of fame for the best show ever written. Ross grabs Rose's hand and says " I couldn't have worked with a better person." "Same here,"Rose replied.

ok or not?? ahaks...it s secret on how i got it from..onli between me and another...ta!

-zay-

''I sit there watching him as he watches me.
I don't know what to say, what to think, what to do.
He stares at me with great intent, as if I am a
source for entertainment.
I sit there uneasily, darting my glances from one
side of the room to the other.
We speak simultaneously, not really planning on
saying anything important,
Only to crack the deafening silence.

I sit there watching him as he watches me.
I don't know what to say, what to think, what to do.
We sit facing each other,
Now only engrossed in one another's features,
Drinking them in like a parched wanderer,
Searching for a lifetime, only finding nothing.

I sit there watching him as he watches me.
I don't know what to say, what to think, what to do.
I can tell he is nervous to look past my outer
beauty, into what really counts.
I am a locked box, only he has the key to my soul.
He is my dream, what I've always wanted in my
life,
And now he is sitting in front of me.

I sit there watching him as he watches me.
I don't know what to say, what to think, what to do.
He moves to touch me, only his movement is in
slow motion.
He brushes my hair out of my face, grazing my
cheek with his masculine hand.
I am surprised at his light touch, I jump back a
little, startled.

I sit there watching him as he watches me.
I don't know what to say, what to think, what to do.
Yes I do.
I say I love you,
I think I love him,
I give him my heart for all of eternity.
That is what I say, what I think, what I do.''

i'm bored..i saw this and it looked cute..haih..getting more stressed out..coz of jalan impian coming soon..then piano exams are on the 14th of july!! also, exams are at the beginning of july! how am i to go thru this..??

-zay-

i juz wrote tadi..punyer la banyak...and now its gone..stupid Lj...

start again...haih

talking to ashley,aween and nadhir...haih..no 1's on9! nothing to do...now its back to skool for us..no more of concert practise or gymrama practise..juz serious studying..*yawn* piano exam's coming in july! and so r the shows! hopefully i can cope up wit skool as the shows might b in the afternoon as well...omg! haih..piano..how could i get tht merit! ish..geram betul..nanti my resume..ader jer..grade 4-merit..other than tht...disticntion...ish! violin pulak..satu hal lagi..in december..trinity...haiyo!! i hope i pass my grade 5 theory..omg!! takutnyer!!!

at skool..well it was pretty boring..tomorrow is friday..ish..i keep thinking today is monday..anywyaz..mazni still wants us to change the noticeboard...let the week finish la...menyusahkan org sumtimes..i wish she contributed something..tht would make a lot of difference! penang trips coming up..hopefully i can go as the schedule says to b confirmed..shaira's goin so ader la jugak kawan..ash and aween cant and malas nak pergi...haih...pj is suppose to come i think..O_o faliha is messing up the whole house! i swear..if she gets her own room..mesti messy by the end of the day..now she's playing wit pencils! for god's sake!

tadi listening to n'sync..long time rite? their celebrity album is not as nice as the no strings attached one..but both best la jugak...i lie the songs in the no strings attahced album better..shaira too...after tht..i balik jugak to my stacie orrico album..she rox!! yea..i noe..old news rite? but i still like her...her voice is juz something else...ahaks..i'm sounding weird... well...till the next update..this should b enuf for now...rite? ahaks..

-zay-

so...tired rite now..after Lj's...ummm...wat to say...hmmm...

goin to kiara later for practise then off to lakeclub...then balik..damn tired..but wat to do?? haih...gona go off9 soon...coz need to get ready...i'm sweating and its freaking hot rite now...omg! watching tv..playhouse disney as usual..fal's fault..such a hogger...hmph...goin to see trina and the others..i hope we get to dance..coz i miss dancing...haih...

-zay-

as i said..i was juz too late....wow...updating in the morning..this is new...onli when i haf the time..ahahks...anywyaz...slept quite late..didnt wan to get out of be..as today was my turn to mandi first...haih....i think i'm additcted to dr. mario in iyas' gameboy...i'm already level 20...my eyes hurt a lot...

today's friday...so..it leaves us wit how many more days till concert?? 2..not including weekends...haih...so dekat...and we're hardly perfect...omg omg omg!!! i'm goin to go bongkers!!! haih!!! well..i've got nothing to say as i'm gona b very quiet at skool...sum ppl whu i 'thought' i trust...well..no more trusting anybody from now on...ok..i gota shut up about this before i cry...haih..already cry b4...now...ok..shut up

as i said...i was juz too late...

-zay-

when ur sad:

I can think of younger days
When living for my life
Was everything a gurl could want to do
I could never see tomorrow
But I was never told about the sorrow
And how can you mend a broken heart?
How can you stop the rain from falling down?
How can you stop the sun from shining?
What makes the world go round?
How can you mend a this broken gurl?
How can a loser ever win?
Please help me mend my broken heart
And let me live again
I can still feel the breeze
That rustles through the trees
And misty memories of days gone by
We could never see tomorrow
No one said a word about the sorrow
And how can you mend a broken heart?
How can you stop the rain from falling down?
How can you stop the sun from shining?
What makes the world go round?
How can you mend this broken gurl?
How can a loser ever win?
Please help me mend my broken heart
And let me live again

when ur happy:

Well, it's a marvelous night for a moondance
With the stars up above in your eyes
A fantabulous night to make romance
'Neath the cover of October skies
And all the leaves on the trees are falling
To the sound of the breezes that blow
And I'm trying to please to the calling
Of your heart-strings that play soft and low
And all the night's magic seems to whisper and hush
And all the soft moonlight seems to shine in your blush

Can I just have one a' more moondance with you, my love
Can I just make some more romance with a-you, my love

Well I wanna make love to you tonight
I can't wait till the morning has come
And I know now the time is just right
And straight into my arms you will run
And when you come my heart will be waiting
To make sure you're never alone
There and then all my dreams will come true, dear
There and then I will make you my own
And everytime I touch you, you just tremble inside
And I know how much you want me that you can't hide

Can I just have one a' more moondance with you, my love
Can I just make some more romance with a-you, my love

Well, it's a marvelous night for a moondance
With the stars up above in your eyes
A fantabulous night to make romance
'Neath the cover of October skies
And all the leaves on the trees are falling
To the sound of the breezes that blow
And I'm trying to please to the calling
Of your heart-strings that play soft and low
And all the night's magic seems to whisper and hush
And all the soft moonlight seems to shine in your blush

One more moondance with you in the moonlight
Can't I just have one more dance with you my love

x'x xxxxx xxx xxxxxxxxx x xxxx! try and figure tht one out..ahaks... i'm still angry...anywyaz...tomorrow..gona meet the pj's..happy..dont noe why! ahaks..*ugfaivfq* irritating me...god!!! help me!!!

enuf about him..nanti the others will b talking about tht again...haih...seriously..its nothing..anywyaz..i'm talking crap..rite i will b continuing to 'zay:crap of the day!' god tht sux...ahaks...no hw..thts gud...got more to practise..must practise..dance..as usual...then violin and piano..nanti cikgu-cikgu marah..haih!! downloading episode 23 and 24 of fruits basket now..so happy..yuki and kyo are so cute...and so is momiji and hiro-san! omg!! they're all cute la!!! talking to izzaty and aly and faizal...listening to micheal buble's sway...still cant believe he lives next to abang ngah!! omg! i'm so jealous! i wish i was wit him!! omg!!

talking nadhir..and izzaty..and alysha and faizal now...alysha and faizal are not replying..i guess both are bz...takpe la..i'm bz as well...anywayz..tomolo will b at civic centre for like nearly the whole day! omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg!!!! i'm getting a bit stupid now..o wait..i am...xxxx xxx?? x xx xxxx??? can u figure tht one too?? dont think so...muahahaha...ahaks...nvm la..its juz crap..anywyz...i better go b4 i talk more crap...well..later!

xxxxxx of the world...anywayz..not gona talk about tht..lets juz put tht away...but it will remain...never fade....anywyz...juz got back from elephant rock..ate dinner...was at rehearsal from 2-8..so boring as we did nearly noothing....

kahar and trina are back...yes!! score!!! thank u, god!

umm...talking to faizal rite now...the conversation seems to move juz bit by bit...ummm...dad's watching tv..shaira's telling me to get off...haih...skejap pon susah sgt...its not like i get to do it everyday..itu pon like after midnite..man i'm not making any sense rite now..i guess its becoz there's too much in my mind...

concert's coming up and the boys are still not getting it rite..roslyn's suppose to take my part for america but itu pon must see if she can cop up or not..coz i noe a bi of it..and bryan can juz remind me of it...haih..mambo's coming better..juz the boys la...and the other songs..like the cha-cha..not delicate one and the so called rock and roll which jack is my partner tu la....wednesday must got to civic centre pulak..habis aku!!! :O

wah!! sing hing onii-chan came on9...haven't spoken to him in a ehile..i guess thts all for me..nothing much..juz my plain old crap which u've probably heard me say like more than wat? 10 thousand times...hiah..shaira nih..later !

~zay~

elo...

tired rite now....was practising for aki and opah's anniversary...haih...steps makes me pening...then must reka for mambo lagi!! omg omg omg...talking to 4 ppl..lagi pening...anywayz...talking to faizal,kahar...umm..whu else...woon sze..and sing hing...whoa! so many! soon will haf to go off again as we haf to practise the dance..AGAIN! nad alhamdullilah...tomolo is a holiday so must think of steps...omg! anywayz...ummm...

homework is maths...omg..mr dass wont remember anywayz...ala..tht guy..omg...he spits like theres no tomorrow! O_O tadi wong heng ajar me..i can understand but mr dass?? makes me think soo hard..sampai pening..which i am now...

haih..i'm talking crap la...i think i'll juz keep it in...wont let it out anymore..see la..nanti kluar jugak..ahahaha..cacat la..laterz!

~zay~

no girl can make me smile like u do..no girl can make me wanna cry that i cant have her like u do..no girl makes me dream so much like i wanna fly like u do

hey love don make no sence..i dont get it sometime's but when it hits..i try and follow..but i know we can work out..but we so far apart..i'ma afraid ..that i might hurt by cheating..i dont want u to hate me
I never want u to hate me!



awww....freaking sweet!!!

~zay~

my fingers hurt like hell now!! not juz my fingers but my whole left arm!!!! the competition is tomorrow pulak tu!! omg!! i'm soo dead....anywayz...talking to faizal now...am tired and will sleep soon....so..i guess thts it...ahaks...

~zay~

OMG!!! WAT A RELIEF!!! juz finished rtm show..i felt like i was painted by this guy whu was in charge of make-up!! freaking thick!!! anywyaz...my hair's still straight...yes!!! umm...met azan,cat,sein,zain and they're from ruffedge...cat and azam were the friendliest..omg..i will never get a chance like tht again...it was so much fun!!! but unfortunately..the air was damn polluted as it was so no a non-smoking area....umm...i got azan'z pic...ahaks...rite...enuf about him...kahar,nissa msg'd me about the show...i felt like i wasn't doing sumthing rite la..entah la..macam i didnt giv my all...o well wat the heck..as its over now and back to reality....

talking to sing hing now..coz onli time i'll b on9..esok must practise for tht stupid competition mr d put me in...tiba2 onli..like shit la...dah la this tuesday..so much for practising and bla bla bla...it was so cold kat rtm...their toilets were like..urgh..i'm not saying la..misha looked so pretty!!! and siti's purple dress was nice...ummm....the ruffedge ppl were ok la...hazami's performance was ok too...i didnt like ning's baju tho..juz not for me la...ummmomg..i'm talking bad about celebrities..so so sori!
goin to sleep soon as tomorrow is omnday..skool...haih..
o shi..must figure out steps for the 2 dances...omg!!peningnyer!!!!

~zay~

hey...

long time no updating...so now i am..while i haf the chance..anywayz...juz came back from rtm....tiring giler..the lights were so bright..and i was half awake as i slept in the car on the way..ape la me...pegi skolah pagi tadi..tido then on the way to rtm tido jugak..haih...eh..everytime i go there mesti kena luka tau...yesterday kena my tangan...berdarah sikit...then today..buat mistake maser dancing AND terhantuk my knee on the hand-rest..haih!!! sakit!!! pain!!! anywayz..tomolo is full dress rehearsal and onii-chan wants to come but i dont noe how he'll come...haih...he'll b bored too..unless the 10 singers sing first and we lepak and chat among ourselves jer.. must let go hair..but sure ugly wan...

playing wit ash,ros and aween's hair..aween did the kiddie style..it was so cute on her...tried to do a tocang on ash but didnt work..ros..well..the boys asked to let go her hair and she did la...then tickled nissa till she was on the floor to see how she looked like wit her hair let go..faizal..no ashley did tht to me and faizal ikut..haih!! teruk betul...then after lunch had meeting..thank god it was damn short...went to lecture hall...heard a few songs.then time to go home..of course i stayed till about 5 i think...met diana..afiq,sofia j's so called bf...and 2 other gurls i dont noe..and illi too..illi was the onli one yg pakai baju skolah..di has totally changed..she's noe a bit bitchy...haih..skools change u a lot...at skool la...Mr dass talks god noe wat..elok baca buku then understand..haih!

now juz resting supposedly must help onii-chan wit his problems..but he's not even on9..i told him too but i guess he was too tired..tht boy reali cant make up his mind...skejap tu then skejap nie..ish..then ask me pulak..and i dont even noe wat to say but juz b positive...haih...well....as they all say...dont worry b happy...

~zay~

She’s my beauty queen,

Nothing else but she lives in my dreams

I want her out of my mind cuz she looks so fine,

But it’s just so sad that she can’t be mine,

Her beauty is deep I can’t embrace in lines,

I’m going out my mind if I don’t see her by 9,

Oh my god its past ten I’m going crazy,

Pulling out my hair wondering why she look so pretty,

This is a one of kind song which don’t need no guitar, drums nor bass it’s a great poetry,

That fits a pretty girl like u baby,

U know you’re the girl that rock my world,

I would sell my self just to get u diamonds and pearls,

Cuz u know u are who u are and that is my dream girl…

 

awww...... wouldnt tht be nice??

ahaks...

 

~zay~

i'm bored....haih..tomorrow got exams...bm..ON A SATURDAY!! CAN U BELIEVE IT?? i bet we're like the onli skool which goes to skool on a saturday.... =S anywyaz...talking to faizal and ashley...later i will read my bm stuffs and baca a bit of my sastera..i'm sure i'll faill nearly all my subjects la...ash is acting weird...was it true?? on wat jackie said at skool?? o shit..now my head's spining...OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!

o ye..and april fools everyone....

~zay~

my eyes are watery!! argh!!! my stupid hair...freaking tired....coz juz did practise and every1 went home first and i was left alone...this saturday got skool lagi tu!! BM!! argh!! @_@ tiring la!! omg!!! now..tgh belajar agama...trying to get stuff into my small brain and fal's still awake so i guess thts my reason for being out here...well out of my room....rite...not even my room...i wish la....haih!! trying to talk to kahar but he's away..everytime i put my status to away..he'll still say hi..rite...nvm then...there are about 9 chapters to read for agama..and i've onli learned 1...so...8 more to go...wow!!! so sikit giler bab....well..better get off b4 mama comes out and marah me pulak...haih!! so much to think about....masa sikit giler....f.y.i. i didnt copy from mary-kate and ashley's book alrite?? later...

~zay~
=S